Never cease to dream.

A blast from the past.

2011-11-27T19:21:00.001+08:00

Knowing that I'm almost going to turn 20, I have been wanting to do this to take an overview of my past to present. I've never regret knowing anyone, friends or foe, every single one of you spices up my life in different ways. :) So, this is why I really hated my past photos and this is my first time flashing them all (in small thumbnails though). It's still me though, so I shouldn't feel embarrassed in any ways...

Accept me for who I am :)

P.S. I can't believe I spent my whole afternoon doing this. TROLOL.

Just felt like saying..

2011-11-08T20:44:00.000+08:00

Sometimes I tell myself to accept what people say about me and I managed to, but sometimes I just can't.
I don't know whether it's because of 'emotional period' I'm going through every month, but I got soooo frustrated and disturbed with small little things and I can't help to not think about it.

One example is getting along with classmates I'm not so close with. Trust me, I may look like someone that likes to be isolated at a corner but actually I'm not. Being a quiet type is so not me. The reason why I refuse to talk is I'm really scared of embarrassing myself, so I chose not to talk. Anyway, that's not the point. I get really very sensitive when people rejects my offer or tries to stay away from me. I don't like it. I hate the feeling of "She judges me, I'd better stay away". Apparently, there's a few in class and I felt really disturbed by it.

I would really love to stay in Caucasians countries where all the people are friends with each other, even if fake or not, I don't really care. Aiyah, I don't like being an asian. #Justsaying

I don't need to be a famous designer in the future neither I would 'love' to work as a designer. I don't need to be a person who everyone acknowledges. I don't need to be a role model whom everyone can follow. I just want to lead a simple life, get a decent job with super low pay I don't really care.. A brainless job.. Colleagues that I can get along with and I'm all satisfied. But no choice, O level cert can't survive in SG. Work at bakery only lo. L.O.L.

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2011-10-22T20:19:00.001+08:00

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I'm like turning my blog into a "Running Man Fan Blog" but seriously everyday staying at home can make me go crazy...laughing..

Honestly Kim Jong Kook is actually my style of guy, good build and spontaneous.
But after discovering he has a rather bad temper, I was kinda disappointed.

Its damn funny when the editors make these effects of him fuming with anger. Laughhh

Monday boyfriend gary working hard for his jihyo. What a cute guy he is.

Look at his consipation position!!

A closeup expression. ROFL!!!

^Jihyo disguising herself to prevent KJK from catching her. LOL

Was watching some of the missed out episodes and realize this manhwa episode is freaking funny.

Park Bo Young is just so adorable. She's my favourite guest after 50 episodes so far!

She's just so adorable when she kept whining she really likes Monday Couple..:3 aigoo

I wouldn't mind marrying a comedian lah seriously. They can make me laugh for life. Even people like Yoo Jaesuk.. XD

IF ONLY one day running man will film in SG.. I'm gonna be no difference from the thai fans.. HAHAH!

2009-02-26T16:53:00.009+08:00

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2009-02-11T15:11:00.003+08:00

Posting for fun :D
LOTS of tests waiting for me to study......
especially tomorrow. dying -.-
BIO! you know theres so much to do??? Eye structure,functions, coordination & response, hormones{?}, and blah!
just one chapter and im complaining....hahah.

no much time to play nowadays,
waiting for tmr... bcos theres no lessons on fri :)

jy for myself~!! as well as everyone..~! :O

2009-01-30T14:15:00.004+08:00

Z. so frustrated & sad.. i failed agn for the audition today. kena said as the 50 50.
jus cant get out of nervous-ness..
abit regret, should have went for cca modified..
but yea know.. =/
now least chance of getting into the sch team alrd.

qy got into the media designing course. found a new goal.. im kinda interested in media designing..
but maths have to get an A. well for other subs have to be relatively well too.
they've got their poly allocation results le. *full of envy*
anw, hopefully its my turn next year. =/

i cant wait to get the concert dvd! ah~ bt its nt uploaded yet..
i've to control myself nw... cant get too crazy over these stuffs. lol
btr concentrate and finish 80% of my work by June... (another goal.)
but i've yet done anything. first, is to get rid of the NAPFA. dam..how to break the 17yrs old record? craazy. why am i borned on the 30th? jus two more days, i can use the 16yrs old record for PE. Z!

The Last Scandal. <3

2009-01-21T15:22:00.003+08:00

january's ending soon...

in school, im so determined to study but when i reach home, automatically i will proceed to the computer , on it, blast my songs, relax .. surfing the net... chatting.... hahah..
its really hard to change this bad habit ~_~

havent exercised for 3 months- obviously both leg muscles cramped again after pe lessons...
and climbing up and down in school for four floors is tiring....

cny's next week...hopefully can save some for hyori's concert dvd :P (cant wait for the release!!)
i need something to please myself before im motivated to work....hahah.. ^^

really hope i can make it for syf..at least some cca points is better than nothing, as i have nt join before..maybe some experience?
and maybe can make it a last performance in henderson?
really hope to get out of sec school life.. seeing my frens graduating feels so good..although feeling happy for them but still envy them though.. :D

Geee.... :)

2008-10-03T20:50:00.003+08:00

knock on me, baby, toc, toc, toc.

yea. mission is finally accomplished.
have being forcing myself to study lately.. even tho how unwillingly i am..
saw my horoscope sign on the magazine ,
it stated tt i'm more determined than any1 else.
perhaps? im determined, but my results are disappointing me.

i always think of consequences if i had to fail tis time round for self motivation..
yea. and keeping myself away from home is something really helps.
but of cus, everytime i started my revision..i always feel im lacking behind.
and thinking tt... "i should have done dis at the beggining..."
but , sad to say, wad over is over, history cant be changed.
i hate this fact of life..
if we could choose or change the past .. how great it was ! haha.
by then the world might b in a disaster. who knows? :S

anyway..jus left one more poa paper..and finally get back to my old style.
weets~!
recently so highhhhhhhhhh...
hope i do well for the exams man. my prelims got 11.
please jus get up to sec 5 man ... stop playing prank of me.
im getting sick of setbacks.... i dun wan it to happen agn !!!!!!!!

2008-09-19T23:59:00.010+08:00

nt going for badminton tmr ,
actually was invited to go for night safari tmr, but sounds boring so..i turned the invitation down..
im so worried for n lvls but yet so excited as holidays are coming.
lol~

anyway, today's the graduation day..
v touched by the video dedicated for us, 4n2 from our tchers..but dam the technical problem! -__-
im gonna miss them .. hais..

firstly, the 4e gangs , although we don't talk much.. but still the happy memories we had together since sec1 will always be remembered!
the times when i quarreled with mel at hk, and also most happiest time i had is when we have our celebrations at kbox.
and the times when i drew ducks with wen xin during lessons w/o listening to the teachers. haha.. XD

and to hf ..my best sister =) without u, i would nt have enjoyed life so much today, bcos u are the only person whom i can share kstuffs with, play, joke around..
i will never forget the days we spent in GW , since sec2 end of year.
of cus, the lame pics we have drawn, like doufus and the TERRORISM..oh and the wanted guy!
and also the cats there (we named them as gui? and a tuxedo cat), when we got scolded by the staff for feeding them.
will nt forget the times when we go to the tiong park to bury a "treasure" which the day after we found tt its gone.. haha.
it was really fun that time ..
and of cus the times we spent to craze abt KPOP! dirty cash ~ :D
those days are so impt to me tt it cant be forgotten =')
yea u are right, sec2 and sec3 are the most slack-iest times , when we dun care abt homework and exams!
but now its so different...
i will nv forget them.. =(

doufus
our marshmallows
the terrorism!
the zippy duck

our smirk pencilcase! :D

secondly,
to my 4N standards ~
u all bring so much joy to my life and especially angie, nv fails to cheer me up!
im really happy to have u all as friends as bcos u accept me from the start, and im really glad at last, 4n2 is nt so bad after all!
for all the critiscms i made and the quarrels we had in tagboard are hw we become friends, ya? :D
i might be criticising 4n2 in the past saying that i can live without them, and always have a feeling that they are looking down on me..
but nw i dun feel this way , as u guys really make my life a more happier one. =)
for now, i would have regret if i ignored u all and be mean to u all at the start!
i will rmb the days we spent tgt in pulau ubin, the "banana"bdae celebration u'all planned for me
and the lan shop trips we have being going in the june holidays. (isit?)
i admit i dun really go out with u all..but , spending the time in class alone really make our relationship better.
of cus, i will nt forget other friends like angel and pamela, although we seldom hang out, but i really cherished the friendship tgt with u. =)
especially the times when pam go crazy every lessons. =X

wg = SO HOT!
together with class CMC!
im honoured to take pic with mrs XIAH...wahha =X
my banana bdae party outside my hse. =)~
=)

lastly, to qingyi~
of cos wont forget u, my best choir buddy!
had a great time laming around with u during choir practices, i still rmb i influenced u how to pon choir practice and u actually made it..XD
its a great achievement for u as a 4e1 to skipped choir without reasons! sry to teach u bad that time :X
and we almost got into trouble..haha..
nt only had fun with u on choir prac, but also rhapsody! performing in retro outfits and dancing "oldies" songs together yea. -_-
but i really regret for nt taking a picture of the rhapsody as a momento. :(
but anyway, i wont forget the times u spent with me to make sims stories.. its really fun while making our own stories and banners through photoshops.. hope we can publish more stories soon aft exams! haha! :D

this is the only pic i took with u though -_- but its memorable as its during cny! =X

afterall.. everything's gonna end nxt year as many friends are moving on to another different path.. will really miss them... =( thank you my frens ;) u all will never be forgotten!

2008-09-12T19:37:00.003+08:00

shall post for this time bah..
hmm..wad happen these few days?
too stress for Ns until din do anything to help destress.
sometimes always wanted to have some time alone studying but just ... cant!

and yea, tmr going in the morning for badminton game again,
with my sis' friends and colleagues.
so excited!
hmm, they are quite fun to get along with even though they talk adult-ly..
but still..its fun playing with them. =)
hope tomorrow will be as thrilling as last week's.
bcos of last week's game, me and my sis got extreme fratigue pains in muscles for 2 days.
but im the worst one, cus i got problem sitting down and standing up..
dun even have the strength to walk, run, climb the stairs etc..lol!
and other inconvinience too..
worst experience of my life..
but blames me for nt exercising regularly. =X

anyway, we have some activities in class for FTP today.
we were given some newspapers..4 slits(?) of skotchtape, 5 straws and an egg.
we have to do something to the egg like wrapping newspaper and straws around it..
its to challenge whether our egg would break when thrown down the 2nd storey.
but all of our classmates broke the egg though.
aft the activity, then miss yu told me tt the egg is actually rotten (expired since july) and i have been holding the egg for 10mins with my two hands!
but luckily, my hands dun smell of rotten eggs. -.-
hahaha.

gonna torture myself tomorrow to stay in gw for revision.....
yea jiayou for myself! XD

2008-09-03T16:28:00.003+08:00

sad, haiz..spend too much time on SEQ ,
already vomitted out all the shit content i've memorise,
then i realize, left about ..40mins?!?!
but luckily, i checked the model ans , my ans somehow matches it! :D
but i wrote in simple english. haiz ...

only attempt to the source once, nv really go read it. but roughly ..
yea. and wrote alot of craps.. managed to cross reference one single source,
but later then realize nt suppose to cross reference?!
and the rest mus cross reference. dun noe which oso, so confusedddd...
i wrote source E is propaganistic , but no time to write the rest!
and i linked it wrongly ... aiya dunno la...
cant even get a B with this lousy source i've done .
with all the constant drilling , yet still cant manage time.

english tmr .. its the real paper that determines ur future -.-
no confident. really demoralised by the SS paper :(
hope SEQ helps. at least, all the hardwork i memo are paid off.
at least it came out . lucky me.
as for SBQ .... my answers are like.. L1 answer....argh .....
need more pratice doing source. truthfully speaking, its my first time knowing hw to do SBQ after the isp. =X

but, finally.. SS has ended. hope geog helps. >.<
a B please..... T___T
really don't want to disappoint my bro as well as my mum....

2008-08-30T15:05:00.003+08:00

suddenly got the feeling of "intensive" study programme!
had ss isp from 8:30, expected to end at 11:30.
but instead, end at around 1:30 .
somehow dun feel long, its jus that.. feel like theres alot things i just learnt !
if it was last time, i would have complained about it.
but today's session i tink is okay. haha.
maybe cus ms ng 'entertained' us by bring sweets, chocolates and biscuits in the humans room.
it sounds more like a chatting session with the teacher.
how i wish normal lessons are like this too , time really fly fast while eating and listening to lessons =X
and i really love the snacks she bought . my fave sour cream onion chips and tolberone(?) chocos! and also some corn sweets and mentos which is really nice. :D
the tcher's table looks more like a provision shop. =X

i finally learnt some things about SS. the isp really helps ! :D
finally got a sense of achievement aft some lectures.
at least now i can get an L4 for proving the source ! including some content mistakes.
i know its stil poor ,but i used to get a pathetic L1.

ytd spent whole day reading the POG notes.
of cus, nt whole day attempt to the notes though ..
but took a long time to get that whole chapter done -.-
hope it comes out for N lvl !
strike for the answers ! XD

and it was really funny, ms ng asked us to email her the answers we are doing for the isp.
and she's emailing us back the markings and corrections.
so cool ~ hahas ! wish if sch will be like that,
its better to stay at home and do online homework =X

anyway, ytd night had "intensive" tv programmes.
watch from 9pm straight to 1:30 am.
din know theres so much to watch on friday! XD
watch a korean movie called "raising my dad" at night ,
nt sure about when the show is established =X
at first find the show quite lame . and somehow too vulgar.
but i cried like tap water when it comes to the ending,
and my mum is snoring away beside me. -.-

then today morning woke at 7:30 to prepare for ISP.
later might be going to gw for self study again ba..
pls end this misery fast , i wanna enjoy like shit after exams !!! >:]

same goes to everyone ...
jiayou jiayou ~!

2008-08-28T21:47:00.003+08:00

since aft got back the sucky combined humans result ,
everyday stay back and DRILLL SS!
first time feel so dead tired bcos of isp !
even when using comp, felt tired after an hour or so (which is nt supposed to be wad i used to).

but finally, thx to sum friends and ms ng's tchings, finally get an idea hw to answer SBQ!
feel like tis is the first time i learnt ss .
i even ask my frens wad is "provenance" ?
guess i've have to pay more attention =X

during isp, i notice i'm really a '3 min tolerant' person -_-
i keep forcing myself to listen!! listen!!
but aft awhile, im dreaming away!!
so many bad habits i got, but none are good ones.
ah.. duno can make it for nxt week's paper.. feeling abit scared but yet, excited?
just.. afraid !!

i've to do something to improve my chi, but i dun noe how ..
i calculated my pp1 and pp2 for chinese, to my surprise its 65%! a grade 4!
cant believe it ! wondering that, what if i master the "zong he tian kong" , will i get better marks?
:( but too late to drill my chinese now . haiz ......

im kind of worried for SS .. start to feel stress argh ..dun noe wad to do .
ite ? Sec5? its a question mark.. it all depends on my performance ..
so anyway , hardwork is the key. and nth else.

ponteng-ing sch tmr ... huhuhu .. although theres a SO IMPORTANT ss isp ,
but, just dun feel like going for BYD tmr. such a lame event. oops =X
or i should say, i must have lack of confidence in myself :(
yea, some fren have said tis to me before, and i cant deny tt its quite true of my personality.
im kind of excited to see who's wearing what tmr, or wad kind of concert they performing for tcher's day, but i dowan to show up though.
how i wish i got a pair of eyes hanging at the event or i could turn invisible. haha..
go BYD for SS , or go SS but nt BYD? might as well dun go for both!
why must tt SS lie on the same day as BYD! >.<

2008-08-25T14:01:00.002+08:00

ytd played back sims .. haha i reinstalled the bon voyage version and found out all my downloads are gone! :(
and it was funny, i converted my video into sims tv version, and i got them to watch korean MVs on their tvs. =X
self-entertaining XD
download like crazy at modts web, clothes, accessories etc..
woo~
whole day at comp, nv rest at all ..
nxt sep hols is n lvls ! :(
tis friday is tcher day cele and be yourself day? heard from them.
whatever, i wont be going if its byd =D

jus got back some of the prelims results ,
pass maths but nt very well done tho , borderline again =.=
fail bio structured (mcqs shld fail too since i din study for it.)
& finally pass eng , but also borderline. zzz
idiotic , haha.. prelims sucks !
wonder hw prepared i am for nxt week's eng,chi and ss paper.. :O

going to convert some vids first, hopefully study later.
yea..hopefully :)

2008-08-23T22:25:00.003+08:00

aha jus nw at gw was funny,
we've being joking and laming around like a fool....
talking abt big bang ,
haha hf was funny, she told her mum : the fireworks got korean ppl cum then i go."
imagining her mum called & say "eh u noe the big .. bong? got come leh..and the 'victory' (seungri) sing and dance [hari hari] for us "
lol~
quite pathetic, i only finished a topic of "impacts of globalisation" at there,
we kept talking abt how gay is "G-ri" n Taeyang!! hahah XD
and sending pics etc etc..

today's weather is so freaking cold !
but it was nice though. i hate summer! =X
both days my lao peh nt working .. ZZZ dun like the presence of him when im at home . =X oops.
then, came hme at 9+ :D
do nth but blogging here.. wahahhas.. !
waiting for my FC dvd from my ayi ... so tt can watch it when free >.<
photo saving time..weeee! lols!
slacking like there r no exams :D

2008-08-23T11:32:00.007+08:00

its sat...weets!
woke up found out nth to eat so ate maggi for my breakfast -.-
then found out my sis' rm is in a mess.
shit all around and. ....
-.-
woke so early today cus my father nt working today! argh.
and his tv and radio always on so loud, cant get me to slp at all.

wil be going for tuition (sian) but have to .. for the sake of n lvls -.-
and then studying at GW with hf again ba..
7pm is our time to go crazy!!!!!!!!

have been crazily saving pics from the web tt hf gave me..
ahh saving big bang's pic like crazy! X) X)
hardcore fans like hf can do anythin to get the pics =X
ahh big bang are so cute !! =D

2008-08-22T14:23:00.010+08:00

yes yes.. Prelims are over!
knew i would fail most of the papers =X
POA Is so freaking difficult to do today.. :(
i keep following the 4E5N's time, as i tot it ends at 10:18..
when i was still happily doing the T,P,L account,
ms joanna tan announced tt we only left 30mins (which suppose to be 1hour in my estimation..)

and i left one whole questions that i din do! which is about 30marks, or exactly =.=
wah, then siao liao..all anyhw chiong.
never really go understand it. argh 30marks just flew like this..
prepared for a single digit results with a big F9 on the paper le..
wahahah. =X

N lvls are on the way....2sep... T.T

we celebrated with mdm linda for her baby show today.
actually supposed to pretend fighting and make mdm linda worry for us.
n mdm linda jus walk to the class and laughing all the way,
cus she say she "expected dis to happen".
=.=
okay then she say someone alr told her,
ms yu mus be really being idiotic convincing mdm linda saying tt "they are fighting!why u nv run one?"
but too bad, mdm linda alr noe wads happening. ah no fun le!
zzz

it ended in awhile and nw , here i am enjoying the moments of prelims-free ! =D

MVS! SONGS! DOWNLOADS! LYRICS! PHOTOS! EDITS! woots~!

(some ppl just take things for granted & think so highly of themselves..this is how realistic people are.)

2008-08-20T13:24:00.002+08:00

double science paper tmr! crazy le....
have to study ALOT!
waha..came home i slack till now. XD

maths is OKAY..i thought.
but i will never know how poor i have done.
so..cant be too happy to rejoice yet. =X
jus two more days we can get out of the 'jail' in antartica... :S
all the best peoplez.......

i tink nowadays i'm poccessed by hungry ghosts..lol..
often have cravings to EAT whenever i've nth to do.
omg~ hahah..

no more parodies for me to watch =(

2008-08-19T11:03:00.013+08:00

im losing confidence in doing well in prelims =)
cus the humans paper is a total MESS!
i need more "memorising skills".......

have been studying this few days wif hf..wahahs..
at 7pm we start to go bonkers. XD

we had our exams in antartica today. (:
yes,i shivered throughout. and i ended the paper so early today! :D
left more than 30mins. =) cus i totally give up on the paper. LOL.

anyways,recently had a bad influence to watch "parodies" MV on net.
very lame subtitles they made. laughed alot at their "production".
i watched the purple line,triangle, dejavu, replay, so hot,tell me, into the new world and kissing you from various artists.
cant stop laughing at those [ANTI-SNSD] versions of parody.
cus its really funny! ahahaha =X

"the 9 girls, also known as the sluts"
"those bitches,how could they ruin the SM town reputation?"
"keep on walking like that, with all the silicon at all parts of ur bodies"

sorry SNSD fans =X

okay im going to surf more parody mvs ...wahahha..
goodluck for exams tmr XD

look at how evil jaejoong named SNSD as SLUTS ! =X
for ur info the lyrics are FAKE! XD

and this..dejavu by SS501. even worst,named as bitches =X

maybe its lame,but i find it funny XD
being called as the "plastic generation" instead of "girls generation"....
this really make me sick of korean girls making "plastics" on all parts of their bodies.. lol

2008-08-13T15:06:00.002+08:00

had a very bad exam experience today.. lol..
we were like doing the exam paper in antarctica!
omg the air con is soooooooooooooo cold until all of us are shivering.
and have to endure for 3 and half hours @ hall!
as we are doing both mother tongue papers..

i feel that the paper 2 cloze passage part is hard,
and when they say the chinese paper is so freaking easy as if an idiot can even do,
i feel like im so stupid!!
i cant even do a simple chinese paper!
kind of pathetic. haiz.

when i get home, i show my aunty those words and passage i couldn't understand..
and she actually read so fluently and so well. and she can understand the sheng zi and cheng yu..
and im the only idiot there with a question mark on my head.
shit lah..why i cant read those chinese characters????
i wan to improve!!!! SERIOUSLY need help.. >.<

and wtf lah .. i want to b part of those ppl who can jus say straight "the paper is sooooooooo easy".
but i've no right to say so. i will never have the right too.
ahhh..tmr eng, den SS..
Hope the air-con is btr tmr ... JYJY!

2008-08-12T18:42:00.003+08:00

its prelim tomorrow...
chinese paper...
no confident in it at all.. when im doing the 10yrs series, each cloze passage i do i will get a 2/10.
its useless..its nt the matter of whether i understand the words..
its that I CANT READ IT!?
im really bad at recognising chinese characters...
any ways to help this "disease"? =(

i really hope i can do well for this chinese paper ... afterall its some subject i repeated before.
but i jus can't get it right! it seems that this year chinese is harder than last year!
!!!!!!!!!

guess this chinese paper is totally a gone case...
ah..nevermind.. heng its not a compulsory subject XD

everyone take care as prelims is tmr =)
good luck all..once again. hahahs...

yea..my ayi bought me the F.C vcd...wahhahaha...
i feel so 'aunty'..get so excited over a kdrama =X

thanks to kf , i love BIGBANG!!!! wahahha..they are soooooooooooooooooo cute. =X

2008-08-11T12:32:00.007+08:00

holidays just end like this ....
i want to enjoy more!!!
suddenly feel a lack of confidence in me...
its like...prepared to fail. nightmares ! X(

argh .. at the sight of notes and books , i feel that i have lots of things nt revised yet..
and its like..few days left only, what's the point of revising since its so rush and nothing goes in?

devil : "whats the point? its already too late."
angel : "theres still time..its btr to revise than nothing :)"

(which to listen to?)

argh!!
only songs can keep me alive now. O.O

in other words..im jus too lazy to read the notes ... LOL.
im like forcing myself to do it..
i hate this feeling!

i want more free time!
why are there such things as EXAMS in this world......
=( !

P.S * Just to add in...

HAPPY 16tH BIRTHDAY TO ANGEL ! =D

2008-08-05T14:50:00.004+08:00

posting time~!
just to add , been to mdm choo's 1 month baby 'buffet' last sat ,
with one group of people includin the guys (:
have been quite a long time since i went out with such a big group of 9~10!
jus like a group of gang.

went to watch money not enough.
we laughed only at the start of the show, which is the 'national anthem' part.
lol, what the...
anyways, the others are all..sad and funny parts.
we did cry, but after awhile they made me laugh -.-

& sorry guys for giving u'll an idiotic 'farewell' @ tiong. :(
i can't control myself. hais.

ok for today's menu ...........
actually..did nothing in sch. hahas.....
school is really boring .... so boring... >.<
prelims are drawing near!

8more days... prepared to fail XD

2008-08-01T21:07:00.004+08:00

^^
watched another kdrama tis year.. another romantic comedy tt brightens me up :D
and as usual..went to Utube to watch it within 2 days & finally finished it ...
and tis time is na sang shil & jang chul sul .. ♥ HAHA.
how i wish i was born in K .. simply love them! =X

anw..prelims coming..gd luck guys...
hehe .. me still slacking here X(

bichu ! crazy! XD

yet another school day..

2008-07-23T20:09:00.003+08:00

back to post.. :O
angel have been saying tt my blog is kinda "dead" huh.. :X
but as usual..everyday doing the same thing..no point telling every movement i made today~

anyway..haven had enough sleeps lately..
feeling is like.. i play for the sake of playing, and i go to sch for the sake of going, and also do the homeworks and revisions for the sake of doing!!!
nothing interests me anymore...nothing motivates me anymore..
worrying abt prelims and N lvls are coming but YET i didn't do anything to solve the problem..
and now is revisions revisions and revisions....!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! crazy le..

ok...i have nth more to write.. hahahh.. trying to find myself a quiet place to start revising. >.<
good luck people from s4s and s5s sitting for national exams too.. :D

2008-07-09T18:33:00.007+08:00

let me jus summarised what happened last sat..
went to the ndp 08 preview 1 @ marina bay with hf..hehes ^^
on the way there, we were just following the big crowd of red tees..
and only people at our age wearing black and whites!
ppl sure thought we are going for songka huh... =.=

the performance was quite okay..and we did marina wave (-.-) and smashing the big balls down.. XD
and then..there were fake lky and president :X
and we went realli high aft awhile sitting there. hahas..XD
i love the heart shape made by the helicopters? and the fireworks of course! its super nice.
=)
haha and we pasted the national flag at our cheeks =x

hmmm..then the nxt day played isketch for awhile..
haha i laughed really hard while playing man! as i dun noe what they are drawing and neither do they noe wad im drawing..
they would say "wth?!"
hahas..its the most relaxing game i every played. :D
thks hf for introducing me =x

Friends are like buttcheeks.Shit come between them, but they always stick together.

and what about tuesday?
fking shit! I hate geog isp :(
stayed for almost 3 hours , rotting and having tests...
argh!!! and i thought of nxt week's one is compulsory, im totally freaked out..hahaha...

PRELIMS ARE GETTING NEAR!!! XO
im still slacking..dam have to start work now.. ('.')
currently learning for the SS test tmr..(wow ky so guai~! she's actually studying!!) :D
actually not, nothing goes into my brains.
as mdm linda had said, our brains got 2 parts.
the left side is "short term memory" which can store information for 24hours only...
and the right side is our long term memory which is always in our mind.
how to store to the long term one??

PRATICE!!! not jus blindly reading..
oh yea..im blindly reading now =x doubt i can rmb tmr anyway.. hahas..
jus realised actually i got alot things undone!!! nt homeworks..but revisions.. :( :(
trying to adapt to a new lifestyle now.. everyday only 2 hours of playing!!!

(im TRYING.)

if nothing is impossible, i guess i have to do the impossible everyday.

2008-07-05T10:36:00.005+08:00

Mariah Carey - Bye Bye

This is for my peoples who just lost somebody
Your best friend, your baby, your man, or your lady
Put your hand way up high
We will never say bye (no, no, no)

Mamas, daddies, sisters, brothers, friends and cousins
This is for my peoples who lost their grandmothers
Lift your head to the sky 'cause we will never say bye

As a child there were them times
I didn't get it but you kept me in line
I didn't know why you didn't show up sometimes
It's something more than saying "I miss you"
But when we talked too
All them grown folk things
Separation brings
You never let me know it
You never let it show because
You loved me and obviously
There's so much more left to say
If you were with me today face to face

[Chorus:]
I never knew I could hurt like this
And everyday life goes on like"I wish I could talk to you for awhile"
"I wish I could find a way try not to cry"
As time goes by
And soon as you reach a better place
Still I'll give the whole world to see your face
And I'm right here next to you
It feels like you gone too soon
The hardest thing to do is say bye bye

(Bye Bye [3x])Bye bye)

And you never got the chance to see how good
I've doneAnd you never got to see me back at number one
I wish that you were here to celebrate together
I wish that we could spend the holidays together
I remember when you used to tuck me in at night
With the Teddy Bear you gave to me that I held so tight
I thought you were so strong
That you can make it through whatever
It's so hard to accept the fact you're gone forever

[Chorus]

(bye bye bye bye bye bye [3x])Bye bye)

This is for my peoples who just lost somebody
Your best friend, your baby, your man, or your lady
Put your hand way up high
We will never say bye (no, no, no)

Mamas, daddies, sisters, brothers, friends and cousins
This is for my peoples who lost their grandmothers
Lift your head to the sky 'cause we will never say bye

[Chorus]

2008-07-05T10:27:00.002+08:00

had my N lvl oral examination ytd afternoon..waited for almsot 2 hours to my turn.
and when its gonna be my turn soon, i tremble like siao! omg...
trying to tell myself to stay calm..by breathing in and out.
and the freaking air con is so cold and make me even more frightened!

and finally..infront of two examiners..
ok la..they are not scary..but i cant talk properly!
my english is not in full sentence..its bit by bit..
hais.. didn't practice talking more english. :(
and sometimes i wana say something..jus couldn't rmb..
and the picture and reading went well..although i din reli say much for the picture. i got prompt a few times.
is the conversation part that is killing me!!
the question was wad were some of the accidents that might happen at home...
i mentioned only about turning off the gas to prevent fire...& housewives falling down from the building while hanging clothes.. and she asked mee hw to prevent housewives from falling down?
i actually paused for a few moments, and i never say anything!
and she prompt me again... hais die liao...
de second question was about a career u would not wish to work as but its very worth it..
i paused too..but luckily i thought of one.. -.-

ok i hate orals!!!!!
gonna have many more orals if i can go up to sec5..
ok i will stop here..alot homeworks are waiting for me to do!!!
4 sets of chemistry, 2 sets of bio , geog....... theres more, but cant think of it right now. -.-

2008-07-02T15:22:00.002+08:00

ever since sch reopens...work loads are getting heavier and heavier.....
argh.. ms hasina setted us 4 sets of chemistry homework.. -.-
and every week we are given revisions from each subjects to do!
im jus too lazy to even look at it, in fact when i took them out to do, with so much distractions around, cant do at all!!
but finally i finished ms sek's homework.... :) spent 2 days of my afternoon to complete it..
first time feel so busy and hardly get to sit down and relax nowadays..
N lvl oral is coming.. this friday..alot ppl say its nt scary at all..
hope its true.. =)
all the best to all candidates taking the EL oral tis few weeks.. :)

and yay, my bro NS got a pair of tickets to ndp preview dis sat..as my parents were definitely nt going..decided to call hoi fun to accompany me.. wahaha.. ^^
going to see fireworks hopefully.. XD!

2008-06-28T14:58:00.002+08:00

its my precious weekend and i actually fell sick!!
actually wanna hang until 2am bcos of the bonus skill exp :( :(
tuition is postponed, feel very sleepy now but jus dun feel like sleeping at all.....

N lvl oral is nxt week! :O

2008-06-26T21:20:00.002+08:00

went for the SYF opening ceremony preview this afternoon..... =)
at first was kinda boring...but when at finale, it really caught all our attention !
the hendersonians dancer...the flames...the balloons.. haha
so cooool..and shawn tok from campus ss came down from the ceiling singing the "synergy" thingy song...
too bad nv take a good picture at the scene.. >.<
there are several other performing arts n uniform groups ppl performing too..
and saw mr richard chia leading the big group of studs (our rhapsody choreo instructor) :D

and then.. it was nice lar.. haha
can't think prop now..tired !!!
kk..posting nxt time.. great job syf performers from hss .. ^^

2008-06-23T21:25:00.003+08:00

school reopens.. o.O
rch sch at 7.30am as usual, and sat on the parade square from then to 9am!
listening to "great news" and "announcements" ..
and "theory lessons" from mrs yeo about the "FASCINATING WORLD OF SUNLIGHT..."

"who says sunlight is nt good? esp the morning sun! its good for our body!"

i tot there's english lesson..but THANK GOD! ...
today is jus form tcher period!
i got tons of undone homework ! XD wahaha...

and guess wad.... changing maths tcher..
mr cheng... :( noooooooooooooo.... hais..
and eng is ms sek.. zzz..
jus finished the geog homework and poa .. still gt 2 sets of maths!

*dead*

wanna thank angie n jas for the thailand goodies.. XD

2008-06-21T11:44:00.003+08:00

let me jus sum up what i have done for the june holidays....
just one thing... and its really memorable. :)

NOTHING!

woots! =) as expected, i cant get myself settle down in a quiet environment without distractions, take out my homework and do the questions....
maybe in my nxt life i would *_*

its jus left with 2 pathetic days (including today) with less than 48 hours & sch is reopening...
>.<

2008-05-29T14:53:00.002+08:00

Slept at 1am yesterday. =)
had a long chat with constance. hehe.
dhen morning, went for the extra lessons for geog and chemistry.
and there are dam LOTS of homework for all the subjects.
ms hasina set us 2homeworks(?) in one go, and have to hand up tmr. wow.

trained another lvl in cabal, then sian le.
cus invested 1m for the UCMs, ok at first v happy. all +5.
and i din noe tt cant upgrade any furthur using UCM. needed UCH.
& two of them kena penalty back to +3 nia.
wtf! lol =.= and when it becomes penalty, cant upgrade any further le.
super pissed off. argh! den quitted the game.
no feeling to play le =.= . so moody inside, none of them in the guild or the BL is online. =(

nvm~ suan le. haha. do homework! blog! zap my pets! {lol} listen to songs! ^^
boooooh. but still feel bored... :'(

2008-05-28T20:06:00.003+08:00

afternoon went to send off angie and jas today wif cp. =(
argh~ 1week cant crap wif ng le. =.=
somemore tmr have chemistry lessons and geog lessons!
(Oh shat, jus rmb got homework =.=)

we went to the ng's hse first,
and her handsome have grew FATTER! =)
den set off to the..erm beach rd? near lavender..
ate steamboat , (full lyk siao!)
den aft tt they all gone up the bus ..
& angie crieddd. aiyo~not go for 2 yrs lah. nvm one =)
den took a taxi home. feel so uncomfortable by then . cus i got phobia of taxis! >.<
so tts all for today~
hope they would cum back safely! =)

2008-05-26T09:32:00.003+08:00

friday~
end of module. i din get the prize. :(
sad, haiz. canot do anything well tt make myself proud.
then,got back results .. class position 10 (-.-)
L1B2 got 15. wow. haha. cant even go up 2 sec5 .
nvm, n lvl chiong ! i will nt disappoint my family. (: & oso prove them wrong. (:

saturday~
morning help mum .. woke up so early.
den go home, finally my sis bathe the cats. haha..
they r like 2-3months nv bath le. so smelly!
den aft that, nth to do but rotting. (:

sunday~
morning help mum AGAIN...woke up so early. lol.
aft tt meet our "lan groups" out to cabal~!
& thx za for the mushroom. hahha. (:
ok~ whole day laughin with ng again.
represented jasmine on behalf to scold her "kp la!"
den went to the lan shop~ din noe the uncle so "heartless"! dun let non-members in.
& he explained wad happened ytd . the police came to check wif the boss why non-members are allowed.
and now even the uncle dun let us non-members in alrd. :(
den suay lor, we take the application form tell the uncle "we go home and ask parents sign".
den found out tt we got no pens, so go the nearby shop buy 10 ballpoint pens 4 1dollar. lol~
den we distribute the pens equally =.=
went to the nearby coffeeshop to rot for 1 hour, pretending tt we went home. (:
eat + drink + game + chatting ~~
went back to the lan . and heng arh the uncle nv say anything. cus we forged.. (:
then take photos.. so funny lah. i smiled for so long den actually he nv even took down the pic.
make me look like an idiot ~
and aft that we r done with the member thing. FINALLY, we can go in to play.
wasted 1hour plus or even 2. =.=

lazy to type in details on wad happen in lan le. XD..

2008-05-22T17:59:00.004+08:00

Life is not measured by the breaths we take, but by the moments that take our breath away.

elective modules ~
almost woke up late today.. haha..
first ting we do is go comp lab.
and discuss wif hairul abt the project of animations..
he gave alot ideas while i modify it..
we actually made 3 scenes in the cartoon animations and yea, it was really interesting .
nv regret for choosing this module.
alot boys behind me are playing these maple flash games ( i tried it on the net and it was SO lame and stupid but funny. )

and i went online in msn at sch. wahahs, but too bad at tt time no 1 is online . :(
we haven yet complete for the project.
and tmr is the end of the module! gotta sit for a cambridge exam.
heard from mr seah still got exam code number de. =.=
but they testing us on photoshop. which is those basic de.. nth much.

went home..play cabal. argh! no 1 online n it was DAM boring ...
even punching becomes so boring for me.
den went surfing net n guess wad? went neopets to zap my pets. wahahah!
n plae some mini games (ok, seriously, quite challenging. but a few stages nia =x)
den nth to do le~ bloggin now.. haiz.
holidays are coming! and tmr is alr fri.. time flies really fast .
O.o

2008-05-20T17:40:00.005+08:00

elective module!

our lecturer is mr seah :)
altho he tok quite funny at times but he is really a nice guy.
haha. ok la animations is quite fun :D
nt as bad as wad i heard from frens abt last yr..
we made an aquarium and animate it.
we used the flash prog to draw fishes, waves, sand , bubbles..
now alr made the waves moving and the bubbles bubbling in the water!!

but the bad thing is,,
no 1 choose animations and all who chose are guys. sec3 de. zzzz
& nid to team wif them. but heng ah i team wif one quiet guy.
and wtf lor mr seah say im the onli sec4 and he ask mi to take care of the whole class.
he say wad he giv all the responisibility to me omg??
aiya but nvm i dun care the class at all . :D
he oso approach me and say "do u noe tt u r the first gal i've ever taught?"
"animations r usually boys in general" -.-
hais hais.. really no girls take dis course? where got possible de..

before we leave. i alr figure out hw to make the bubbles and waves le..
familiarising wif flash player. so cool!
and tmr we r learning hw to operate adobe photoshop!
i've being longing to learn tt..
haiz.. i dun tink animations is onli for guys man. don't gals use photoshop? -.-

2008-05-18T23:31:00.002+08:00

jus a short post la..
went to lan dis afternoon wif gie n za .
at first leen is goin but in the end nv.. ><"
the uncle is so funny as usual :D

den booked comp 49 50 & 51..
play cabal.. (duh) den aft that join ng in mercury to clear her death penalty..
hahaha & she see one corspe down der she sit down beside the corspe say

"i sio kim zua for u"
"may u rest in peace"

going out wif gie nv fails to make me laugh~
n at the warp zone she saw alot pros spamming skill and she actually type:

"omg im so pro"

lol~ laughed like siao..
actually in fact we laugh from meet > bus > bugis > food court > lan > home...
=.= siao liao .

kk la...nth to write le. brain so empty~
:)

2008-05-18T23:15:00.003+08:00

teardrops on my guitar

Drew looks at me, I fake a smile so he won't see
That I want and I'm needing everything that we should be
I'll bet she's beautiful, that girl he talks about
And she's got everything that I have to live without

Drew talks to me, I laugh cause it's so damn funny
That I can't even see anyone when he's with me
He says he's so in love, he's finally got it right,
I wonder if he knows he's all I think about at night

[Chorus:]

He's the reason for the teardrops on my guitar
The only thing that keeps me wishing on a wishing star
He's the song in the car I keep singing, don't know why I do

Drew walks by me, can he tell that I can't breathe?
And there he goes, so perfectly,
The kind of flawless I wish I could be
She'd better hold him tight, give him all her love
Look in those beautiful eyes and know she's lucky cause

[Repeat Chorus]

So I drive home alone, as I turn out the light
I'll put his picture down and maybe
Get some sleep tonight

He's the reason for the teardrops on my guitar
The only one who's got enough of me to break my heart
He's the song in the car I keep singing, don't know why I do
He's the time taken up, but there's never enough
And he's all that I need to fall into..

Drew looks at me, I fake a smile so he won't see.

2008-05-16T20:11:00.005+08:00

at first i planned to go home today from the baby shower..

Reason:
- the party will turn out to be all OWNED by her anyway, so no point going.

& seeing most of the class did turn up..
i decided to stay for the sake of staying..
and ended up?
not even we (angie, leen and me) were DEMANDED to sweep the floor for HER ,
and also, she claimed tt everything is organised by her...
hello? u think we ur maid?
and scolded us for little things tt we do wrong?
aiya.. many of us know it alr, but jus keeping to ourselves..
so its nt worth writing it out...

quite regret for going over -.-
and i knew hw the outcome would be.
but anyways, its mdm choo's party. nt hers.
and i turn up for the party bcos of mdm choo.

Zzzz..

anyways, the party still turn out to be quite fun (:
and its reli surprising to noe tt mdm linda is 3 months pregnant.
congrats! :)

pics nxt time den post .. >.<

2008-05-14T20:50:00.004+08:00

todae aft sch went qingyi hse first to "fetch" her prince dog out.
he chase me lyk siao so i stand outside (so as nt to appear infront of the dog)
den her mum fetch us to hf hse.
and OMG! hf de mimi grew smaller and smaller.. (so cute! I like mini animals :D)
and on the other hand my cats are growing bigger and bigger.....
he is so tiny!

(dis is taken using my lousy camera)

both dogs were so eager to interact with each other and running around..
lol and they all urine and shyt everywhere at hf house! haha...
and mimi was so kelian! so helpless when being placed at the sofa. XD

qy's dog is cute la! have got round innocent eyes.. ^^

much more clearer huh? :D

play around in the comp and reach home at 5+ to 6. (:

2008-05-13T14:35:00.003+08:00

today's suggestion of class tee is a total disaster !
it feels like the whole class is owned by tt girl (zZZ)
keep shouting and shouting.. so irritating lah.
might as well u ownself make de class tee lah.

"4N2 rocks"
shit lah.. wad stupid name they thought of.
so not creative...
i choose "embrace your dreams" cus its so much better, (no other choice oso) and wtf? they suggest to combine together..
everything also she correct lah. we have no stands.
-.-
den when its finally confirmed, the other party complain and say that they are nt buying it if it is "embrace your dreams".
den if like tt, might as well dun create class tee la! -.-

starting to hate dis class!
*sigh*

2008-05-12T14:31:00.005+08:00

checking of papers today..

and..
shitty results.
mostly borderline... and humanities is PATHETIC!
i got 29% overall. *wow*
eng paper 2 fail..
paper 1 nt sure. hais..
others all C6.
even miss lio say my maths is very poorly done. T.T

all i want is jus a PASS will do. (:

after that, got the elective module talk.
im dead le. im the ONLY ONE who choose animations..
sure gt alot people say im the only stupid one. -.-
zzz...
i canot imagine hw "FUN" de lesson would be like......
can i skip elective modules?

2008-05-09T11:08:00.005+08:00

i love myolie wu (:

watch finish wars of in laws an hour ago.very nice show! :D

and also watch ah long pte ltd. cp lent me.

wahahas.laughed reli hard like as if im in the cinema! xD

i dunoe why the words are like tt, bt it doesnt matter lah. cus im lazy to change.

ok wad about today? went out in the afternoon,

and the rest of the day are all cabaling! (x

2008-05-08T15:45:00.002+08:00

exams finally ended! (:

it don't end well for me though.
i'm jus feeling kind of excited bcos theres lots of free time for me now.
but if i had to speak the truth.. im really disappointed for my performance this mid term.
alot of stuffs i forgot..
and a few days ago, i hardly study anything.
my mindset is now "aiya, heck care lah."
lol. im confident i will nt do well dis term , again. =S

BUT STILL ...

finally, do not need to go for stupid orals and stay in the exam hall le.
the feeling is terrible! >.<
and also its cold till .. cant concentrate. >.<

ok i have nth to type le.
keep thinking i wanna post something but in the end still forget. XD

2008-05-05T13:32:00.003+08:00

today morning wake up .. was walking slowly..
till traffic light forget take tie.
so i rush back. the lift is at 20th floor and in the end i climb the stairs so gonna late.
ran to sch oso , the prefects were shouting .
and i pant like siao!
used up all the energy and wanted to vomit.
but nth for me to vomit cus i nv eat breakfast.. ~_~
i sweat like siao man.
and then mrs ng was the first to rush to me and giv me the "feng you"
wahs, after smelling the "feng you" feel so so so much btr!
really mus thanks mrs ng >.<
i dno why i feel so touched la haha!!

dn mdm linda bring me to canteen drink hot milo .
and i have no time for last min revision!
aiya so pai seh in parade square..
so mani ppl looking and giv fucking comments ..
esp the boys behind and tt GIRL beside..
keep pushing her bag away scared i vomit at her bag n make comments like "wah if she vomit at my bag i ask her pay ah!"
zzz
like i wan lidat.. fk ..

aft geog paper, so angry la..
those i study din come out.. nv study de all out!
and i saw b4 tt part but i forget to study tt ! ARGH!!
humans die liao le.. hais hais..

so after tt oral..
dno why IM SO FUCKING SUAY!
i tio mdm choo... yes is her, no nid to hesitate.
the famous for suan-ing ppl 1. i cant believe im so unlucky..
i was scared like wad la..
is like my own co-form.. den face her more pai seh . =.=
prelims btr dowan her..
but anyway she shld be giving birth by prelims /gg
so .. btr off to other tcher ! XD

2008-05-04T16:37:00.004+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ANGIE!

today's angie bdae, so we went out for awhile to mac n celebrate.
while we are singing, alot ppl look at us.. haha!
some ppl sing along too!

bcos of exam so we went hme early..
but theres still a PART II celebration X)
on marking day! wees. ^^

ok gonna study for geog.
i still have another chapter to go. jyjy! X(

2008-05-03T00:47:00.003+08:00

just awhile ago in the afternoon i went to my yima house..
hahas..
she's still as happy as usual.. so i feel relieved for her :)

her grandchildren (which is my niece and nephew)
is so kawaii ! X3
last time they were shy and they refuse to talk..
now they are still the same, but half hour later they pass me their toys, show me their skills.. and so on.
and also sharing with us what they see in the airport (by pointing at the tv)
hahahas.
its so cute..
i love the life of children.. so carefree and no worries.. >.<

and this is the first time i see them so cheerful..
last time they always cry when strangers come.
they changed alot! XD
i want to bring them home T.T

morning got maths paper..
i counted those i dun noe hw to do.. (leave blanks) i tink i lost 20+marks (haven include mistakes i have made.) =.=
and i slacked the whole day today! wahaha.

^^
ok, cont watching my "wars of in-laws".
XDXD
anyone have the show pls lend me T.T
i love funny shows that are sweet. X3

2008-05-01T09:50:00.004+08:00

hais.
last night i dreamt tt i failed my geog when i havent even taken the paper yet.
and it was announced to the whole class tt only i fail.
is like wtf, so embarrassing >.<

suddenly thought of it,
SS -> forget.
POA -> anyhow do.
Chinese -> dno hw to read.
Eng -> compo no time to finish.
Bio -> all the questions i asked ms wu is wrong.

seems like all the paper im going to get below borderline..
or NOT EVEN.

T.T..

2008-04-30T11:49:00.004+08:00

so happy today...
its so much better than yesterday..
XD

first was the bio paper..
it was still OKAY...
except for some.. which is like the topic on heart.
I FORGOT EVERY SINGLE THING!

hais but still, they test more on those chapters i learnt today.
so i hope i can pass ! hope!

tomorrow is a holiday .. :D
thats why i m in a good mood right now..
came back to change blogskin (to suit my mood!)
and dis is the first time i use such cute skins! XD

jus now had chinese oral..
my tester is mdm liu (china de)
but okay la, she smiled to me.. so at least im nt so worried and scared ..
and i manage to converse well ..
but i still hestitate.. saying "erm...."
haha.. XD

enjoy ur labour day for all~

i love this video !
korea star king vid .. 6 yrs old boy performing sexy dance ^^

tell me tell me t-t-t-t-ell me =)

songs : tell me & girls generation
enjoy :)

2008-04-29T11:59:00.002+08:00

STRESS!!
ytd had THREE papers in one day..
first, was the chinese paper.
at that time, the hall is without ventilation..

..so its FREAKING HOT.
i perspired the WHOLE ONE HOUR!
and i dno why im sweating so profusely..
den i cant think properly. hais..
nowadays exam always dun have time to rest for awhile..

second was the chinese paper two.
okay i skipped the whole column at the part where we need to fill in the "ci yu"
i canot even understand A SINGLE WORD, at ALL.
i dun even noe hw to read, and dis makes me EVEN MORE frustrated...

third, was the POA paper two..
at that time, i've cooled down becus the air-con is back.
but still, i FORGOT ALL abt depreciation
(my tutor spent whole lessons concentrating on tt chapter last saturday.)
and it really sucks. its a 9 mark question.. and its suppose to be simple.

hais....
by the time i reached home , its already 3 Plus.
and i tried to read notes on SS until CRAZY..
and guess wad? I FORGOT MOST OF THE POINTS DURING EXAMS!
i thought it was the only question i can score... but, O.M.G..
i actually forgotten..
dis shows how WASTED i spent my time yesterdae..
so frustrated!!

and jus now had NE quiz.. don't even have the mood to play de game..
and ended up, im the only one who get the suck-iest score..
even GAMES oso canot score well. -.-
waddefuck!

tmr is BIO..
and ORAL for chinese.....
i wish i could skip oral.. >.<....

2008-04-27T10:19:00.004+08:00

hey peoplez,
im back here again.
yesterday went to mac again.. i went from morning till night. >.< had my poa tuition.. after that, funz came~ dis time round we chat for quite awhile only :P
omg, i really want to pass my poa X(

hais tmr is chinese paper. i think i can't make it..
i sucks at chinese..
and poa paper 2 .. tis is crazy la! they put it on the same day..
im so nt prepared yet! :O

2008-04-25T19:46:00.005+08:00

in great world mac now.. XD
wif funz.
hahas.. :D
have been "studying" for 6 hours.
almost like 3hours of talking!!
alot of things to talk lah. XD~

today is mye! english paper.
in the parade square.. mr wong made an announcement :
"sec4s and 5s, look up to the hall."
*all stares*
"i've opened the shutter."
*stares again*
"you noe why? no air-con supply."
-.-..
i still thot its something special..
so that it is NO MORE air con.
but after recess, the aircon is back. and its freaking cold! XO
i couldn't finish the english compo! omg..
its like so.. Zzz lah..i spent so much time writing the phrase book.
i still have alot more things to write about...
argh!
but having exams in hall is nice but, sleepy. ~_~
after exams, we were held back bcos we were maligned for being noisy! =.=
so aft sch, meet funz.
and here i am~ at maC. the screen is realli big!
stayed till 9+.. din realli achieve my goals todae... argh!!!
got to cont tmr.. >.<

kk la, stop here for today.. :D

2008-04-24T15:42:00.003+08:00

haha..
today is the last school day..
omg. exam is jus ONE day away..
which is obviously tomorrow.. >.<
english paper.. argh ..
i only write so little phrases in the phrase book..
hais. nvm.. all the best for all ur exams, peoplez :D

jus nw we signed on a board tt mdm linda has decorated.
for mdm choo's baby shower.
i wrote "my god bless you" instead of "may god bless you"
lols! lucky i overwrite it with a hart shape (suggested by angel.)
hahas..

stopping here for today..
im trying to restrict myself from using comp! XD

2008-04-23T16:23:00.004+08:00

now my sis has calmed down abit..
but still .. sigh.
when i reached home today, she asked me whether i can have a chat with her..
she told me all her problems..
now i feel like im in the centre.
who should i trust?
i hear different stories from different peoples.
and seems tt i only noe hw to nod my head, and jus agrees wadever they say.
i duno which side of story is true.
or who shld i believe.
maybe all are bullshits. or maybe its jus "words of anger".
but anyway, she's going to see a doctor tmr..
a relief for me..

i heard from my sis tt my yi ma (oldest aunty) recently had a hart attack..
she din inform anyone of us..
and im nt aware of it too..
but i was really... really shocked!
she almost died.. ALMOST. critical stage..
but, she's fine now.. phew..
pls! nth mus happen to her.. :(
i cant believe this is happening..
and dis year is more sucky than ever..
what's happening nowadays?! problems and problems.....

-.-

i had a small talk with ms lio tis morning..
while walking up to poa lessons..
after hearing wad she said, it calms me down somewhat.
although its nothing much, bt aft hearing it, i feel better..
feeling is tt, at least theres someone who acknowledges me..
someone who doesn't look down on me. =)
she trusted tt i can do better for maths,
and she believes i should b doing well for all my subs..
but wad is disappointing is, i feel like i've let her down.
no, i've nt been doing well for my tests recently. :(
i want to work hard for her!
unlike other tchers.. they always giv an impression tt,
droppist are cannot-make-it one.
they are pure-losers.
& now, im glad. dis is the first time i have such a .. "happy" feeling.
thanks ms lio!
ok, droppist (i invented dis word.) is reffering to ME.
dis is seriously no offence to anyone.. pls dun think otherwise =)

2008-04-22T15:29:00.006+08:00

its class photo taking today!
its quite a fast one dis year. last few years it takes dam long..
i can't imagine the time when the fotos are out!
cus in the candid pic, im jus two seats away from the teacher.. :O
& its like, very very near..
they sure enlarged the photo for the front ppl.
omg! i want to grow taller la! T.T

i wanted to say these for very long.. (always forget.)
thanks yenting for the cabal ppc, (i dun intend to use it yet. xD)
and qingyi for the 3 cute "pots" ? hahas.
& also, jas for the green thingy and leen for the cute keychain. (: !

anyway, we had a talk on ITE this afternoon.
ok i noe the speaker is trying to promote their courses furthur,
but, ITE seems good now! xO
the courses offered are almost like poly.
although most of them require an O' cert.
feel like ITE is more on our interests.. it depends.. hais.
if i cant get to sec5, at least theres still a place to go.. X)
but of cus, i want to get to sec5! X(

2008-04-21T21:29:00.003+08:00

the comp restricted me for playing jus now. haha.
i was like.. doing some quests.
and it actually hanged. at around 4.
i off it and went to study.
i sat on the sofa.. day dreaming.
look outside the window... lol
and now i confirmed that, im definitely nt a study type. -.-
i can only study outside where there are no entertainments around me. xD

anyway, i finally learnt something during maths today.
hahas. this is bcos ms lio is back.
chemistry jus ended at the last lesson.. with no meaning?
no answers were given for the two papers she gave us as homework.
and, she haven't even went through the lesson in detailed..
dots..
even though she's absent for 4-5 times, she dun realli make up the lesson at all..
although its troublesome but, mid year leh. :O

omg, jus four days.. to 25th.

2008-04-21T14:03:00.012+08:00

my way, your way by boa
(currently playing..)

pink - japanese version.
white - english translated.

LYRICS:

(i miss you so much.)

under the moonlight,
(moonlight yo ga akeru made)
remember the days when we talked till morning.
(good time katariatta yo ne)
they were such good times, so as we forgot the time.
(for you jikan sae wasureru kurai)

sweet heart, when i wanted to see you,
(sweet heart aitai toki wa)
i'd call asking u to meet at the park nearby,
(calling chikaku no kouen made)
and you will come flying with your bike.
(baiku tobashite kite kureta)

only if you were by my side,
(soba ni ite kureru dake de)
i would not fear anything.
(nani mo kowakunakatta no)

the place that i draw, the dream that I paint,
(watashi ga egaku basho watashi ga egaku yume)
you were in there, and that is more than enough.
(anata ga ite kureta sore dake de)
i had thought my wish would always come true.
(negai wa kanau mono sou omotte ita no)
never have i imagined losing you.
(anata wo ushinau koto kangae mo shinaide)

you know its hard to let go,
(you know it's hard to let go)
leaving you, who was always with me is hard, but..
(itsumo issho, sugoshita kimi oite yuku no wa tsurai kedo...)
baby its hard to let go,
(baby its hard to let go)
i won't forget the time we spent together,
(kimi to issho sugoshita toki wasurenai)
i gotta go...
(i gotta go...)

sometimes we argued.
(sometime kuchigenka shite)
there were times we could not show our true feelings
(no smile, sunao ni narezu)
and showed no smile on our faces.
(your words, butsukaru koto mo atta kedo)
yes, we fought, but..
(still now, egao bakari ga)
now, only the smiles, only the kindness that i like..
(like it, yasashisa bakari ga so..)
remains in this heart of mine.
(kono kokoro no naka ni todomatteru no)

the shining days we spent together,
(kagayaita futari no hibi)
let's wipe the tears and stand up.
(namida fuite tachiagarou)

your happiness and my happiness is linked together,
(anata no shiawase wa, watashi no shiawase to)
i won't forget..
(itsumo rinku shite ita wasurenai yo)
i promised softly deep in my heart that
(ima ijou watashi wa tsuyoku ikite yuku to)
from now on, i will strongly live on.
(mune no oku de sotto chikatte arukidasu)

i will be dreaming about the day we met,
(i will be dreaming about the day we met,)
those days we talked about our dreams all night.
(ano koro wa futari de katariakashita tagai no yume)
the expression of your face as you looked up,
(ue miru kimi no hyoujou miru to)
never failed to lighten me up,
(itsumo joushou suru ore no kibun)
you made me feel special.
(you made me feel special.)

baby girl, i'm missing you like crazy.
(baby girl, i'm missing you like crazy,)
i tried to act cold and keep a calm face,
(kokoro satorarenai you heizen toshita taido de)
so as not to let you know my feelings.
(osou reisei na kao shite)
but truthfully, even now my heart is still chasing..
(honne wa imada ni chasing..)
you,
(you)
cause i don't know what to do..
(cause i don't know what to do..)
this is sad, i'm truely feeling blue.
(kimochi ochi maji feeling blue.)
i'm still crazy about you.
(ima demo kimi ni muchuu)

i won't forget, the kindness of you who softly pushed me on the back,
(wasurenai yume ou ore no senaka)
encouraged me to follow my dream.
(sotto oshite kureta kimi no yasashisa)
and i will try,
(and i will try,)
to find my own place.
(sagasu jibun no basho)
thank you, and i will say goodbye.
(arigatou egao de sayonara)

the place that i draw, the dream that I paint,
(watashi ga egaku basho watashi ga egaku yume)
you were in there, and that is more than enough.
(anata ga ite kureta sore dake de)
i had thought my wish would always come true.
(negai wa kanau mono sou omotte ita no)
never have i imagined losing you.
(anata wo ushinau koto kangae mo shinaide)

the place that you draw, the dream that you paint,
(anata ga egaku basho anata ga egaku yume)
even though i am not in these places anymore.
(mou, soko ni watashi wa inai keredo)
from now on, i will strongly live.
(ima ijou watashi wa tsuyoku ikite yuku to)
i sweared softly in my heart and walk on.
(mune no oku de sotto chikatte arukidasu)

let me missing you,
my way , your way,
and those days.

2008-04-20T13:01:00.001+08:00

yea. (:
finally, my imeem worked. after so many days..
today whole morning din do anything. haha.
enjoying too much! >.<
im forever nt satistfied with the leisure time. haha!
weekends jus went like that. and tmr.. its back to boring school days..

2008-04-19T11:20:00.002+08:00

my mum's problem is finally settled. :)
feel happy for her.
ytd my sis came back home at night and bought a friend.
she actually talked to my father and say, "pa, this my friend."
ok this is really weird.
after that, her friend went home. and she approached my father again.

"pa, dun need worry abt me le k? i have seen the doctor already. i won't bring u all troubles anymore. so dun worry k?"

from far i can noe, from young she had nt been talking to my father.
isn't dis weird?
starting to find something suspicious about this..
something seems to be not right. -.-
i really dun noe wad is she thinking. hais..
trying to seek attention? or did she really wake up? or isit real craziness?

woke up at 9am today.
went cabal to punch :X omg, lata have to go tuition.
and staying back to study!
jyjys for mid years! T-T

2008-04-18T14:08:00.008+08:00

another pathetic week to mid year....

had our empowered programme today.
all the chinese revisions, "mock exams".
lol. i didn't do the comprehension at all.
i didn't even bother to read it.
im listening to songs, lying on the table, and enjoying the outside view.
i hate chinese!

chemistry lesson is a disaster again.
ms hasina never come again..
its like.. 3 times in a row. this is the fourth time.
fail le lor. chemistry. dun even nid to think abt it.
today's school is really meaningless. -.-
slacking and slacking.

hais. my sis situation is nt yet settled.
she's really going crazy.
when people care about her, she says we are bothersome.
when no one cares, she jealous.
her mind is now filled with jealousy now.
she burdens herself with those.. so called "stress" within her..
omg...

hais.. now im most worried for the cats..
in her state, hw can she manage? and in my state, hw can i afford?
and none of my family members like the cats anyway..
bt i can't bear to give them away.... :(

2008-04-17T18:00:00.003+08:00

so many freaking things happened lately!
its all becus of my sis..
she's going crazy nowadays.. REALLY, seriously, crazy.
she's such an attention seeker.
she wants EVERYONE to have sympathy on her.

ok recently, she had been coming home really late.
then, one morning, she left the iron unattended. (our hse was almost on fire, lucky my mum saw.)
yesterday night, she claimed tt we all dun love her anymore. (omg)
she told my father that she drank bleach. and keep asking him, "why can't die?"
she called my bro tt night tt we are forcing her to sucide.
she told me tt mum dun even care abt her anymore.
she said i've nt been talking to her recently.
she still command us to bring her to the hospital, if nt let her die in the room.
& say she's in pain. we force her into it...
its like.. we didn't do anything? we didn't ask her to drink?

yes, she's half drunk. or totally drunk.

but.. she's really childish....!
i really despise her. nt only her attitude, bt also her behaviour..
i wonder whether she is my sis..
attempt sucide to attract our family's attention on her..
argh...

i don't wan to say abt her. i cant control to write it out.
she's like.. wth!
i think one day she's going crazy.. mentally crazy..
make the whole family so "worried" abt her. -.-
wad can i do to let her come to her senses?
she's like.. in another world of her own now... can't believe dis is happening to her.

mid yr is round the corner..
have a slight headache currently. >.<
hais.. i've been failing tests...
my english, my chinese, my maths and biology...
those are mock exams though, bt its kinda disappointing... =( ..

have to STUDY!!
everyone lets work hard for our mid terms! X)

2008-04-12T11:20:00.002+08:00

ytd went to bugis lan!
alot ppl playing audition..so noisy! >.<
hahas bt that was wad lan shops are for ! XD
at first was me n angie going, bt lucky cp joined n i invited za also.
za was beside me doing 26 combos for cabal! er xin de la he!
somemore still press until so happy lor. :X

& angie was right ahead of me screaming like siao lol~ :X
hope her comp wont burst into smoke la.
oh ya, she went to the war channel is like crazy la!
just went in everyone is hitting u le. bt angie seems to enjoy it so much haha!

spend ard 10 bucks in the lan!
rch home at 11plus.
wa..i wan go again. its reli addictive ! xD
bt dn tink my mum allow le. :( sadddd..

2008-04-09T21:20:00.001+08:00

I didn't learn anything in maths today..
thanks to the maths teacher...
hais... omg..
actually i understand bt he teach until i dn understand le.
feel so dam sleepy nowadays.. every lessons is a lullaby to me ~
lol..
bt sometimes de class jokes around reli makes me feel more energetic la :D

2008-04-08T15:00:00.003+08:00

haha.. finally able to blog.. :P
so busy nowadays... (LOL) XD
busy on gaming i shld say..
trying to waste time here caz theres a maintenance... :(
hopefully it wont extend...

nowadays there are soooooo many tests!
but today's one is postponed to other days.. (weee) >.<

anyway.. i dont like my english band.. :(
its bcos ms chua is so boring and dull..
when i told ms tan i miss her class, she said "noooo! u still mus work hard no matter wad okay?"
its true lah..
haha ..
bt, i still dont like that band!

the new maths tcher sucks too..mr chua.
(why all the chuas?)
he's always talking to himself and only he understands .
cant make it la.. hope they will switch back the tchers soon. or im gonna flunk..

today's tuesday.. so happy tt do nt nid to go back for choir practice..!!! :3

im freaking frustrated nowadays!! =.=
maybe im thinking too much.. or issit the fact? argh.. >.<

2008-04-03T22:10:00.004+08:00

bad day..
fucked up on what i've been told today.
and pe lessons sucks too..
i feel like im getting more like a stranger to them.
im nt part of the inner circle anymore.
but why would i feel dis way??

vent all my frustrations on gaming.
it feels good.
its better to rot at home than to go school.
its nicer to discuss topics abt game than studies..
omg, n lvl's coming. hw can i say tt?

tmr got a ca test in hall.
i din pay attention during english classes..
shit..im back to square one..
and maths tcher is like.. cant even teach..
gonna flunk my maths.. esp the topic on scales..
its really saddening to have such new teachers nowadays.. -.-

2008-04-01T15:25:00.004+08:00

HAPPY APRIL FOOL!!

today is a pretty bad day.
im only a few seconds late and the 2nd gate closed.
the prefects were still saying its de "new policy".
so pek cek at that time.

haven't been blogging caz chionging cabalsea.
now, my sis also kind of addicted.
my hse only have like 2 comps and a laptop.
the laptop is nt available for games so we are left with 2.
ytd my sis take medical leave & my bro is out from NS for two days.
and all fighting for comp to plae cabal! lols.

dis game is reli crazy addictive. x.x

anyways, i din prepare for any tests or homework ytd. hehe.
only poa homework which i do in english lesson and ms chua scolded me. x.x
bio test was postponed. wees~XD

and im so happy! no choir practices on tuesdays now.
hopefully there are no practices in nxt yr too. boring. hais.
now fridays are schooling days le..
somehow prefer having cca more x.x

2008-03-30T20:14:00.006+08:00

okay firstly,
i must thank HOIFUN and MELISSA for the PRESENT! :)
thx hf for celebrating alone with me in gw!! :D:D
i LOVE the cake! i love the ZIPPY DUCK! i love the LOLLIPOP and the POUCH~ :D

secondly, thanks ppl for the wishes in sms!
first is shing, at 12am! lols =X
& followed by angie, za(forced de.), dj, pamela, wenxin, melissa, janine, xueli, grace (p6 de), my ayi and my sis! :))
and also the people in my friendster comments and tagboard~! and some from msn!
amy, carine, chew lin, cherie, carmen, hoifun, yenting, yishi, zhi xuan.... :D :D

thirdly, my friends for celebrating for me today!
ANGIE, EILEEN, JASMINE & CHOYPHENG!
while i was playing cabal, (onli like 5mins)
i heard angie screaming at my name from the door.
chua tio! and ran to take the key. saw all of them standing by the door.
and they wore a mask.. paper bag with two holes, holding a cake! hahas!
i was surprised and shocked by the arrangement! hahaha~
the paper bag with holes is the most cutest one lah!
and the present from angie and choy pheng~ thanks thanks!
the rabbit pouch (isit a rabbit?) and the eeyore~ wahahs!

lastly, thanks my sis for the white watch! :D hehehe..
& my bro for helping me to train cabal 1 level and doing my stupid architeryx quest la! hahas..

ok today was FUN.
we go swimming jus below leen's condo.
we oso go to the gym..
swimming was fun! as in playing around.
jas was behind chasing us (really scary) and me and angie is so kanchiong on running in water.
lol! really funny lah.
sorry i screamed alot. :X
the sauna scene is nice too!
den we went tiong eat. really tired! hair dry, eyes sleepy..
den i went home at 7+.
mum din scold, phew. she speak so nicely to me too. >.<
LOL. realistic! :X

afterall, i truely enjoyed my 16th birthday! haha!
=))

2008-03-27T17:58:00.002+08:00

we are changing our maths tcher soon..!!
for a few weeks.. :( ..
and im changing my english tcher too..
i will miss ms tan's tching :( ..

i got back my report bk a few days ago.
i failed my humans... & my poa is only borderline.
so disappointing...
bt surprisingly, i passed my maths!
have to thank ms lio ..!! hahas XD

2008-03-26T20:56:00.003+08:00

these two days dn have a chance to post.. busy out X)
preparation for eileen's bdae, video making, presents.. and so on~
we had really fun the day before..
me, angie, jas and cp were in kfc.. filming a video of rewind, forward, fast forward play. :x
so funny la. we were waiting for the rain to stop so din have time... XD

& ytd.. we had our celebrations at..hmm.. a corridor?
bt, its still nt bad as its very quiet ard there :D
we had our filming sessions there too.. the "singapore titanic" X)
too bad im told nt to put on youtube or blog :X
anyway, im nt in any of the shots as im in charge of the camera :D

at night went out..changed our clothes, go to heeren.
cant find any neoprint shops (as they requested)..
so we walk to plaza sing. eat, talk chat, went arcade gaming..
till like .. 10pm.. which is reli late..
went home.. mum nag.. morning wake up.. mum nag again . ~_~

hahas..i have to rush my post cuz going to watch tv!
be posting tmr if i got the time :D
chionging cabalsea~ started a character in venus >.<
posting the pictures maybe next time. very lazy =p

2008-03-25T23:00:00.001+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY LEEN!!

2008-03-22T12:56:00.004+08:00

im so crazy over cabaling nowadays!
cant control myself.. argh ... hahas...
the quests are so addictive and never-ending. XD

lata going for tuition! bored!
i've forgotten everything abt partnership le... :x
lata hw am going to face my tutor? -.-!
concentrate! exam's coming... T.T

SAD! crunchyroll has licensed all the uploaders of bleach and naruto..
its like.. NOT EVEN ONE episode is viewable..
i missed out alot parts for naruto.. and i wanted to watch back..
now dun have a chance le :(
my sis signed up for 3months membership to view high quality bt now it comes to a waste. :(
which is reli sad...

any other intro of anime webs to watch naruto? pls tag me! T_T

2008-03-21T22:11:00.005+08:00

Its Good Friday!

went to metta cattery at pasir ris today..
this fella (nt sure of the name) had like 20 over dogs and 100+ over cats..
inside is kinda well organised..
bt the atmosphere just suck.. plus the hot sun.
the dogs and cats are seperated.
its like going on a journey to cat zoo.. lols :/

when i go in..its like only one straight path..
the rest of the space are all cages on top of cages etc etc.
some cats where outside while more aggressive ones are inside.
bt of course, those inside ones are prob nt sterilized yet and some are too young..

its like omg lor..the cats are all so friendly..
outside, the dogs were all quarelling and barking.. so noisy.
bt when i step in to the cats corner, its so quiet and peaceful.
only a slight whining of "meow".
its like totally opposite from the doggies.
i learnt to appreciate cats more :X

there was one grey cat..he's reli friendly.. he's on top shaking hand with us as she always tour ard with us and stick out his paw to greet us.. haha!
n there was a ..erm ginger kind one.. a female. she's called as the "fantastically guai one"
also an austrailian breed (large cat) black n white.. his name is max.
and a few more.. a green eyed black cat.. really beautiful one..
and two little kittens (orange white) always wanted us to play with them..
a family of three cats (brownish white) who is afraid of ppl.
another one who is reli fierce to strangers..
big foot also. a black cat.. his hand is smashed by the car. :(
a cat named chris.. (the left eye is poked by a pencil from the owner who abandoned it..)
a male black cat whose 'meow' is reli low....

of cuz i couldn't name all of them as there r too many..
& I couldn't take picture as camera is forbidden. :((
there was one cat who jump up to hug my sis' friend.. so cute!

if i got the $, reli hope i can be like dis lady.
bt of cuz..its impossible as i dn have the patience and im lazy to clean their litters etc. XD
anyway i 'd a great time out there..
miss the cats! X3

n theres a lot of puppies for sale at pasir ris..
went to have a look.. and i saw this pug.. baby pug..
its so tiny and mini and so omg! i wan bring him home!!!!
i also cant take picture of him as camera is nt allowed agn..
there was another poodle.. he's wearing a singlet and a pink skirt walking around the fence..
its not typo error.. she's really walking.. can u imagine it? with two legs..
at first i was shock and thot im seeing things .. bt it reli shocked me. :X
and many more new born puppies.. today is heavens! :D

2008-03-20T22:01:00.002+08:00

its a public holiday tmr. :)
going out to metta cattery to pay a visit. :D
i wonder how would life be like having 100+ cats at home.
she must be having a hard time. :O

school is fine todae..
chinese teacher had been absent since sch reopens..
lol, i din listen to that relieve one at all
she's explaining the lesson while im listening to songs. O.o

and i think im getting addicted to cabal.
OMG!~

2008-03-19T16:39:00.004+08:00

went for ORAL CONSULTATION again...
ms tan recorded it using her computer.
its so embarrassing luh! omg i cant believe i have to do this agn nxt yr. >.<>. i love raining X)
the day before yesterday is BURNING HOT!

anyway.. yesterday i went to play cabal. lol!
quite fun la. :X (omg, i m going to get addicted!)
must control..!! XD
i love their graphics. and characters. just like diablo~
ytd i play until.. almost 9! my god... den i stayed up late chionging the homework and learning the test. X(
bt i left most of the homework during POA den do..
thanks to pamela for guiding me to the hw throughout. :3

n i cant accept the truth dat.. tmr is THURS...
i hope it rained so tt we can slack.
if it didn't, gotta retake the 2.4. >.<

yea..and the march babies have alr received the cute little cake and a card!
thanks mdm linda & mdm choo! :DDD

2008-03-17T18:58:00.003+08:00

1st day of school..
its pretty tiring today. i slept at chinese lesson.. bt its okay caz its a relieve tcher again. :O
i had a splitting headache throughout..
wad a sucky day today!
until now, my head still hurts. ~_~
lots of homework to do. hmm..
anyway, i just sacked my tutor. (lol)
she's just so impatient lah. which i dun like at all...she's like insulting mi indirectly.
saying "walau, u sec4 alr leh.. u shld noe dis by now.wa? u dno? *sigh*"
dam, tts de reason why i nid a tutor right?

nvm.. dun wanna tok abt her.
anyways.. going to do hw now :(
how i miss holidays. :(

2008-03-16T12:56:00.003+08:00

school is reopening tomorrow! =(
homework, tests, revisions, tuitions, choir practices. argh!

2008-03-15T21:14:00.002+08:00

haha today is a fun day!
me and hf went to yishi's bdae chalet.
we travelled to pasir ris downtown to the chalet.
saw alot of last time schoolmates from gesps, although i could nt rmb them reli well.
met jacqueline & we get along really well together. :D

we rent bike for an hour (as the shop is going to close soon) for $5.
me, hf n jac ride tgt while the rest of them are with their own groups.
we guide yk for her cycling. haha its fun!
& finally she learnt and we cycled tgt for a short period. :)

and its alr time so we rush back to return our bikes. chiong like crazy!
but luckily we are in time.
we went back to the chalet rm to play deck. so addicted to it!
we won equal rounds. XD

its my first time, (seriously) going to chalet party.
so cool! if could stay overnight. bt obviously, my mum make a big fuss abt it.
i din realize chalet is so fun. :):)
i always tot i hate socializing with so many people bt i guess im wrong.
interacting with groups of friends is pretty fun. hahas.. XD

after that.. me and hf went back to tiong to look for ajisen!
as it is the grand opening of ajisen at tiong. (yes! must jio my sis out to eat!)
we thot she/he already gone le.. bt she/he is still der. hahas!
earlier on, hf go hit ajisen's big head.
she chased us. lol! i was like omg omg. den she giv an angry look.
but is play de la. hehe she is so cute la omg!
aft the chalet, we went to look for her agn. so i took a pic with her. X)

her head is real big isn't it? XDAJISEN! X3

this is another pic i took at the white sands shopping at pasir ris. X)!

2008-03-14T18:50:00.007+08:00

its already FRIDAY!
time flies!
the next holiday would be the good friday. just one pathetic holiday.
& have to wait till june! gosh, mid year is coming.
im having traumas of mid year. X(
tmr is weekend and have to prepare doing homework..
actually its nt alot though.
gotta chiong finish someday in the weekend T.T
im having alot of mosquito bites recently.. dam the mosquitoes la!

and im feeling so happy today :):)
just nt as bad mood as 3 days ago XD
tmr i have no tuition! my tutor went oversea for a wk X)!
bt anyway.. tmr have some activities going on..
morning have to wake up early to help mum! ARGH!

nowadays im abit crazy abt finding new songs..
ayumi's 'moments' {carmen intro to mi} its realli nice X)
'together when' is nice too! :D
and im so in love with e song sung by nicole {PCD} 'baby love'. X3! so nice.
love Anyband's songs too! 'talk, play, love' & 'promise you'. {intro by hf} XD
& one of boa's song.. 'my sweetie' really sweeeeet ! :3
their MVs make the song perfectt too. X)

2008-03-13T16:08:00.004+08:00

just now i had tuition..
wad i can say is..nt saying im gd.. she's way too far from wad i expect ba =/
she act like a fren more than a tutor. haha.
the feeling is like we are having self study sessions tgt.. and i ask her questions.. wad for?
& sometimes when i shake my head say i dun understand she will like : "WHOA......... (zzz) i explain again, listen."
she's like so pissed off by repeating..

{Sound so sarcastic right?}

~.~
i'm planning to cancel this tutor, or maybe i shouldn't.. =/
nt bcos im gd. i feel like.. hmm hw shld i put it..
i understand mostly of the questions in 10yrs series.. {still okay la.}
i feel like wasting $200/month is so nt worth it!
my mum would say 'as long as i hire a tutor, u can do well and im fine with it.'
actually she was thinking:
"YOU WASTE ALOT OF MY MONEY ON TUITION FEES!"
in fact, she screams tt line to me everytime.
make me feel so guilty abt having "useless" tuitions.

n due to some family problems.. i think i shld nt waste my mum's $..
sigh..
i think i would jus spend dis last tuition for my N levels..
save it for Os nxt yr.. >.<
i will just cont' my poa tuition.. as tt sub is my goal for the other relevant subjects in Ns.
hope i can cope with my maths n science well this year.

all the best to everyone too! =)

Yes yes yes! my sis finally bought me a mp3..
its nt really an ex one.. but at least its better than tt ipod shuffle! X)!

2008-03-12T16:12:00.005+08:00

today went for the pulau ubin!
its really a nice trip~

at first, we meet at 7am n go to tanah merah mrt station..
from there, we waited for two buses '2'.
we missed both as its during peak hours.. and even though the bus is double-deck, we could nt get in and the driver have problems closing the door!

so..we finally got in to the third bus..we have to act as singaporeans kiasu heritage and squeeze all the way in. haha XD
we are squeezing like hell. by the time we waited for the third bus, more than 1/2 of our friends are with us.

on the way to changi terminal, saw mdm linda. she was waiting to board the bus 2 too.
its like just nice! haha.
and then we reach there.. to the pulau ubin jetty.
it feels like im going overseas at the jetty. hahas.
we had boat rides.. and luckily i didn't get sea sick. i think sitting in the boat and looking at the so called waves is so cool and breezy! XDXD

finally, we reached pulau ubin..
we all discussed with the teachers as the teachers actually planned to walk. -.-
so we were there debating and we won the stand! lol.
we rent bikes for $6 and went on cycling to a certain place as we are meeting the teachers there.
of course, our bikes reach first la :D

we all were having a hard time moving up the slope.. as the gravity is too high and my leg muscles are nt strong enough. ~.~
even though we change the gear its still useless.. so whenever we see up slopes we will go down and push the bike up.
i feel like.. we actually came here to enjoy ourselves.. but we are having a hard time pushing up the bikes and sweating all along.
we like come pulau ubin work for them sia.. >.<
lol but the down slopes is dam thrilling and fun la. hehe..
bt it is really scary.. me and angie screams alot. when i scream, she screams. when she screams, jas oso screams..LOL
we like putting our lives at risks.. and keep using the brakes to stop it from going so fast..

the road is so uneven and there are alot of branches and stones on the floor..
and as it rained these few days, the soil is like.. so hard after the water seeps in (thats wad i think)
and makes the road so uneven.. and i feel like my bike is going to trip and fly all to the front.
so scary man. i still prefer east coast. =x

finally we reached the parking area for the bike..
we went to walk around and look at the seas and so and so...
and there are so many interesting things.. like mudskippers.. and this weird small crabs who have big pincers bt very small body.
and of course.. we are also giving the mosquitoes a free meal at the same time.

halfway cycling back.. it rained so heavily... =.=
we chiong back and thank goodness the road has changed to those normal roads..
and its way easier to cycle.. and also thank goodness all are down slopes which is smooth and fun!
unlike the muddy roads... eek.
bcos of those muddy roads.. i dirtied my bag T.T my jeans and most importantly my white shoe!
(shouldn't have wore white shoe bt i dn have any other shoe)

finally we reached.. & we are all wet..
went to the nearby seafood store to eat seafood with angie.
the soup is SO big! as in the bowl.
i could nt finish it and i regret for buying the soap. T.T..
but its nt really expensive and its quite worth it as compared to those local seafood stores..
den we ride the boat back to the jetty.. its already 2plus by then.

after today's experience, i dun wanna go for a fieldtrip in rainy days!
it sucked. :X
but i still haven encounter the worst. eg: fell terribly and mud all over the body.
hahah..
ok la i shall cont watching my anime and playing my sims... lols~
and i din realized i write so long!
i noe its a weird ending as there are no pictures cuz im lazy to upload.. haha XD

2008-03-10T12:30:00.003+08:00

today i went for the oral consultation.. >.<
it went well..
i need to brush up my oral skills.. its pretty bad.
i got like average scores with the help of my teacher.. omg..
i keep hesitating and stare at the examiner..
hate the picture conversation part! i'm unable to describe what's going on..
and we are supposed to record our own voices down while reading the passage and giving those expressions.
oral is so troublesome!

at first we need only 15minutes..
bt ended up, nt enough time for 3 candidates..
so we have to stay until 11..
almost 2 hours in school rotting. ~.~

finally i got over that period of embarrassment. >.<
off to play game! XD

2008-03-09T12:08:00.006+08:00

argh.. i almost caught a flu yesterday night..
feeling abit not right.. so took a pill and straight go to sleep.
so hungry and tired.. !

today morning, my xiao jiu came together with my two little cousins..
hahas they are so cute..
they seldom come, im gonna miss them! :(

& guess what, i'm currently playing sims..
so O.M.G right? XD~
well, nothing better to do.. hehes. ;)

ok for the whole day today.. im totally engrossed to the game. :D

i actually made my sim date with 20 + people in one shot . LOLS.
gosh. you must be thinking im real sick, actually my goal is to fufill their lifetime wants.
and the result isn't surprising afterall. nothing special. its just giving me a full aspiration bar for the whole time nia.
waste my time!
of course, i make full use of the cheats. :D

bad cheater! XD
{referring to the advertisement.}

for today..
i took pictures of the flowers my sim had collected from the dates. LOL.

and there was a really funny thing.
my sim got heatstroke after soaking in the hot tub for very long.

she look like a pink ranger. lol. XD

I seriously don't feel like going for the oral consultation tomorrow.
but can i?

every friend is not contactable now.
what's happening to world of technology?
-.-

2008-03-08T20:06:00.004+08:00

TODAY IS BORING!

i need some entertainment!
can't think of any though.

just like sims, my 'fun' level is really low right now.
>.<

i wanted to watch shows but theres no show for me to watch.
i wanted to play games but theres no games for me to play.
i wanted to read something but theres no books for me to read.
i wanted to find pictures on the net but i don't know what pictures should i find.
i wanted to download songs but i don't know any nice songs.

LIFE IS SO MISERABLE!

2008-03-07T14:52:00.004+08:00

it's not raining the past two days. :(
i rather it rains in the morning, than sitting under the hot sun doing that lameshit morning exercise.
i dun understand what our principal is thinking, though.
adults are troublesome!
we have to do whatever they say..

yesterday my new tuition teacher arrived at my hse at 4.30pm.
she called me the day before to confirm with me whether the tuition is on tmr.
& i said yes, and i was thinking, "i thot its a university grad? how come she sounds like an old woman.."
and it appears tt, she's really young and had a sweet voice. -.-
den i realized, its the agent who calls me. she claimed that her name is adeline. (supposed to be my teacher's name)
she even told my tcher tad, i'm only free at 4.30pm..
which is not true!

anyways.. she's quite okay aftall..
bt i hate tutors who keep asking me, "so, do you have any questions to ask me?"
i was like.. huh? where on earth i can find questions to ask u right away..
is tad i don't know where i'm weak at, so i sought u for help. -_-

& yesterday's pe lesson is embarrassing.
don't wanna talk abt it. >.<

YAYs for this month.

- 8th - 16th Mar, school holidays.
- 12th Mar, the pulau ubin trip.
- 29th Mar, speech day. say bye to CCAs!
- 30th Mar, i turned 16. xP

BOOOO to dis dates.

- 10th Mar, ORAL CONSULTATION!
- after march holidays
extra practices for speech day.

thankfully, theres only three sets of homework.. its considered not alot of work.. so yea. :)
wishing everyone a fruitful holiday~

2008-03-05T17:43:00.003+08:00

tired!!! never been so extremely tired before in class..
even theres no fan in my classrm..i feel tired too...
i nearly slp during mdm linda's lsn. i think her teachings is so boring...
and she gets frustrated when we dn understand. tt makes us even more frustrated!

for maths..we have already reached our limits for dis year's syllabus..
its really fast! our tcher teaches ridiculously fast.. ~.~
or maybe its supposed to be slow..
its starting of working on revisions, revisions and revisions. >.<>.<
although it did nt rain in the morning.. (how disappointing)
its so cold..even when i reach home.
my mucus keep flowing out..even i didn't sneeze.
bt i prefer dis weather..rather than burning hot summer!

2008-03-04T22:01:00.004+08:00

tests! tmr ther might b a test as today's one is cancelled.. for poa..
did all de homework for today in choir practice.. lols XD
anw..theres a choir suzhou trip for choir.. bt its lesser den 20 ppl..
n they are considering to cancel tt trip. -.-
when i heard the place, suzhou.. i din even bother to consider..lols.

theres a pulau ubin trip on 12th mar.. only specially for 4n2.. so cool..
i hope it will b a fun trip.. and a worthy one XD
i heard fr my mum tt there is lots of mosquitoes.. omg..
and de place is v deserted. if we go cycling, v dangerous .. zzz
she always discourage me in the beggining...

bt nvm la.. i believe we go there for sort of educational trip? o.o
as mdm linda is leading.. its a fieldtrip.. so excited! :D
i've no idea hw that place is like.. hmm.. o.o

its getting late.. theres poa lesson early in e morning! zz..
hope it rains tmr.. haha :D

2008-03-03T20:24:00.005+08:00

yea..todae is monday... everything goes well..
its a sort of no teacher day..
3 of my teachers din come todae..so theres onli like 4 periods of studying.
2 periods bio and 2 periods of chemistry.
i tot there would nt be any test..bt theres a maths test! a surprise one.
bt at least its nt a hard test though.. im pretty confident in it :D

after sch went out with them guys agn.. :)
we rot at kfc and mac..
aft that..jas n cp went to my hse..
jas was in the room entertaining my meow while cp is with me beside e comp..
we laugh alot..hahahs... abt stupid tings..
and they left my hse at ard 7pm..

and nw i havent touch any homework..hw slack can i get :D
i hate the chapter on probability..
argh..i could nt understand it..
my new tutor is coming dis thurs..
i think their agency is so weird.. they refuse to give us the tutor's number..
hw can i contact her directly like that? if i got any changes?
and jus now she called me unexpectedly..
i din prepare and she jus call to confirm.. nt even half a minute she jus said 'ok, bye'
tmd de lor.. zzz .. at least can leave a number n tok nicely right?
and de number she called me is a private number..
dam her la..so outdated.. scare i cheat on her arhs.. =.=

anyway..im so in love with gaara now :D
he is soooooooo cute when he's still a kid.. omg~

i love sasuke's brother itachi too.. :D

planning to chiong finish naruto's manga on net at march holidays..
argh..i nid to try.. i missed some of their vid in crunchyroll too.. >.<
gonna watch..

yes..im looking forward to march holidays..so excited :D

2008-03-02T19:32:00.008+08:00

its another sleepy day todae.. perhaps because of the continuous raining.
tomorrow's school again..
can't be bothered to do homework! but there's no other choice..
even my tuition hw i also din do alot..
how to improve? poa needs practice! but im lazy to work out all e qns.. haiss
i haven't had enough of weekends.. :(
anyway..i have no idea of wad hw are there... lol~

really looking forward to march holidays..
another week i guess?

2008-03-01T21:48:00.004+08:00

yay~!
went out wif pamela todae to bugis.. hohoho
din have a time limit to go home :D {finally!}
i thot i wld spend alot..bt turn out to be like.. ard 40bahs..
i prepared like 100.. LOL

while in the zinc shop.. wahs de stupid man so ghey lo.. hahaha :X
gt another guy keep following us.. and pester us to stay..n pulling our bag..
ask us to stay la..buy la..
den like so scary lo..they scare us away. lol =.= we did nt dare to pass by der aft dat.

den we try another zinc shop..jus beside onli.
which is de ghey. he so funny lah.. he gt alot actions..
he also keep sa jiao to us.. waa omg :/ nowadays salesperson are getting more dangerous!

n finally, i bought a bag..after so long..
actualli i wanted white colour..is reli nice..but i scared it will get dirty as im always so careless.
der are nicer bags bt too ex le.. im a stingy person :D
T-T but nvm la..brown is gd too ;)
den saw alot of cuteeeeeeeee things! i wanna buy de whole shopping centre sia.. >.<
reach hme at ard 8 plus to 9.. yea de feeling is kind of great x)

LEAP YEARS!

2008-03-01T09:12:00.004+08:00

yea..its leap years yesterday... :D
i forgot to post >.<
went to watch the movie leap years..
its quite funny la tt show..all the scenes are all 4yrs lata.. lol
but i didn't cry.. LOL.. i've no feelings XD but at last they are tgt..
but yesterday de cinema's aircon is like..exceptional.
is so dam cold lah! last time also nt like tad.. dno why. hahas..
im freezing while watching.. de sweater make me even colder! -.-
omg i feel like watching L changed the world agn..hahas XD

den nth special happened ytd..
went home n watch naruto all e way..
haha..i missed the part at chuunin exam so i watched it.
lata have poa tuition..
dam, i reli nid to ask abt correction of errors..
i reli have no idea on tt stupid chapter..and tt mrs mak is gonna give a test again on correction of errors!~ zzz

hais...
yea aft dat going out with pam to bugis..
find bag..hahas.. hope i found one tt i like.. :D

L CHANGED THE WORLD!

2008-02-28T20:15:00.006+08:00

todae watch L changed the world!
its very nice! really nice..
L is so cute ~! X3 the movie is kind of exciting. XD
very nice! it gives people a good feeling after watching de show :D
tmr go watch leap years! yea leap years! with my beloved fren. wahahas. XD

anywayyyyyy.. todae our class no electricity -.-
at all! its all screwed up. dun have any fan.
somemore todae have pe lessons... so hot!
but still can bear wif it at chi lessons.. n we changed venue to an air conditioned place for some lessons :)

after dat chiong back home.. cuz i cancelled my tuition :X
n i told my mum gt some kind of stayback after sch...
im so sry :( i'd no other choice..
my mum todae is having a good mood... had a fun chat with her ~
she rarely have good moods...
and guess wad? she allow me to use angpao $ to buy new bag!!!
when i heard tt, i was so excited! haha..
she jus agree in jus one try.. she jus say "ok, go buy lor"
woooots! i tot she would say "SO MANY BAGS, STIL WANT BUY?!"

yea..yea so happi XD hahahha.
tmr is friday again~ relaxing fridays x)
yea. no homeworks!

BUGS day!

2008-02-27T20:23:00.003+08:00

yesterday was bugs national day!
at first came in one beetle..its a kinda big one..
and its so gross..especially when they fly... OMG!!
bt nvm..i jus dun care it.. i let it fly away lata..
after tt..came in one more .. den both like buzzing around the computer rm..
and after tt..came in another one. so omg lahs. -.-

den my sis used tissue to free them out..
n i tot it was de end alr.
and its like..my sis de room come in another three beetle!
.. wah they were so dam disgusting lar..zzz!!
mayb's their first yr of independence.. lol =x so crap. XD

todae...erm.. nothing to describe abt...
normal lessons..and maths tcher din cum..
but the relieved tcher is tt ass alan cheng.. hais.
todae our classroom's electricity went down quite a number of times..
den we survived like almst half an hour without fan.

mdm linda is so impatient towards us lo...
she always shout when we dun understand..she like feel v pissed that we ask her to repeat so many times.
i forgot to brin wb todae.. n she wrote down my name. say brin the wb tmr to giv mr sim.
zzz..

got to go do newspaper articles le..

coincidence

2008-02-26T20:04:00.003+08:00

we got hair check today..omg its so scary lah.. >.<
i thot i would be caught..as i always never pin it all up..
its like left two classes in the hall.. one dustbin and one scissor..
the feelings like hanging u dead in jail =.="
but lucky im onli given a warning... wad stupid school rules they set..
wad benefit they will gain if we cut our fringes? ..

anyway..had choir practices todae.. i'm smsing throughout.. lol..
we learnt the song 'i hear music in me' and 'musica dei'..
its a pretty nice song, though. hahas XD

our english teacher din come todae..
its the second lesson le. weets~ but of cos gt work to do la..haha..
its like so suay todae..me and cp gonna do our poa..
we did the compo for 45mins..
dhen, i realised i din bring my poa ws.. so i asked cp for hers..
she left it in class.. =.=
so nvm, we borrow from someone else..
i wanted to take out a multi column paper..bt i left it at home.. -.-
so i borrowed fr cp, and she left it at class too. omg.
&we were like..left nothing to do.
{crow fly pass}
too much of coincidence le...>.<

enough of talkin..i gt homeworks to rush~ arghh!!

another new week

2008-02-25T18:26:00.007+08:00

its the beggining of a new week.. again..
weekend is gone in a blink of an eye.
now back to academic work... test test and test!
its like cant give us a day free from tests... T.T

anyway..ms lio returned us the maths test today..
the one i'd been complaining about..that i do it wrongly..
im like prepared for a fat zero. but..i passed?! .. borderline..
im happy than enough..but ms lio says she's disappointed.. :(
i guess so.. formula is given and dis is the result shown..argh! must work doubly hard..
today's maths test was kinda easy as the table is given so we would have saved the trouble :]

didnt have bio lessons today :] ms wu did nt come... woooots!
but i spent my time dreaming on the chemistry notes.
i don't noe wad to study and i jus stares at it, and nothing goes into my head. haha.
but anyway the chemistry test is a retest..of the same paper..
it shld be okay la..but i've forgotten to memorise the last part.
answers were given beforehand but i still din pay attention.. :(
cuz it was last minute when hasina says 'its the same test paper'. -.-
but nvm, i jus hope for a pass. :)

today's lesson is okay..not really sleepy as i slept alot yesterday afternoon x)

*yea! have been lookin for dis song (my name-boa) for decades..
hahas i noe its exaggerating :X
i heard it from one of the mix track but dno the name T.T
love dis song~ although its quite old.. XD

2008-02-24T00:15:00.007+08:00

went angie hse today..
ok im updating at night so its still considered jus nw..
rch home at 10.30 i guess..
at first tot mum gonna kill me.. for coming back so late.
but she's actually slping and still point to me she bought food!
but im too full le..ate alot jus nw..crabs!
heh thanks angie for the treat! xP & so sorry for spoilin handsome's toy x(
jus nw it was fun playing prank calls with one 'chiobu'...hahaha~
esp when cp called back.. afterall we predict tad, she's stupid. :X

took a cab home as its alr too late. >.<
when rch home, i open the door n the cats are running to me..
i tot they are bored alone or something..but i jus went out..
den found out their food is outside. they hav starved themselves since 3plus..
no wonder they all ran to me..overall animals are still realistic :X

& i have been changing blogskins once again..
it become some kind of hobby :P

the basic's not there..

2008-02-23T11:29:00.003+08:00

having tuition lata.. :(
i shld be happy in fact, but why am i feeling like "its another day of burden to my tutor"
she always ask me whether i understands, i jus merely nod my head..
but in fact, i dun understand anythin..
and it would be quite embarrassin if i tell her the fact.
its nt tt her teachings sucks. i dno why i jus can't understand the procedure of double entry.
even if i understand, i tend to forget.
i need practice, but i dun noe what to prac..
its like..tution is my only saviour.

now i understand why im nt qualified for express standards.
i cant even get my simple double entry right.
its not onli poa..but also other subjects too..
somehow i really feel that advancing me is really helping me.

when i dun understand double entry,, its like the end of the world...
might as well can giv up poa alr..
perhaps thats wad my tutor is here for..
u may tink im weird..got a tutor, why dun ask?
but is like... ask so many times. she nt pek cek i oso pek cek loh.
lols.. nw is the chapter on correction of errors..
i jus dun understand! i dun noe hw to study poa. -.-
science, geog, ss, jus memorise the impt points..
maths, jus make use of the formula..
english, read more vocabs and phrases.
chinese, learn how to read and understand the word..
poa, ???

wad should i do? T.T
i will try to ask my tutor one last time i guess..
i feel like im always delayin and wasting the tuition time and $ on the SAME topics..
but i'd no other choice...
blame myself for being so stupid la.. -.-

i want my freedom!

2008-02-22T19:25:00.005+08:00

whenever i go out..there are a few things i always worry about..

1)scare mum nag when she come back
2)decided to keep it from mum, but if found out i will be dead for lying to her.
3)must reach home before 7+
4)betrayed by aunty {always tell mum abt wad i do}

den ended up, she dun allow
and i have to do alot of persuading jobs.

T.T

she always say 'hao lor, xian zai li hai le lor..go out right? late late come back?'
'gong ke dou bu yao zuo..you zhe me duo kan tao..'
'wo kan ni zhe ci de kao shi wan dan le la..'

standard lines, never change.
from sec1 until now...lock in house. never go out.
see my other friends de mum.. so envious of them.
like go out so many times yet never get scoldings.
my friends had freedom since sec1 le. so goooooood!

okay..maybe she's worried..
she sometimes would say too..she's worried if i come back too late or wad..
at least she doesn't slap me or kick me out of the house..
merely some naggings only. i shld be considered as lucky.. haha..
but i dun understand what she is worrying abt!

P.S. this doesn't apply to my frens.. =)
don't tell me aft u read my blog dun dare to meet me out le T.T

today went bugis shoppin wif K ..
seriously dis is the first time i ever explored so much abt bugis..
usually i would always jus walk straight..
but now i notice there is lots more for me to browse!
its never ending..and tooo many choices already..
in a dilemma >.<

loll..enough of "stories"..lets come back to my main post for the day...
today got choir practice..its quite a nice one..
de new song is quite nice too. and no much scoldings today.
EXCEPT something else tt really pissed me off..
i HATE the ldrs of cca.... argh!..
i hate them! they are totally fkup..
(this is not including section ldrs/other cmc)
they are real bitches lar..always tot tt they are in high positions and have the right..

at first was that idiot xia lan kia..{refer to my november posts}
now its tt kj..
i hate small girls who act though they are big..
wth..she shout so loudly at my name and ask me to raise the hand?
tt stupid so called "silent signal"?
cb la.. i canot stand dis kind of people..reli sickening..tt i have to use vulgars which i usually don't..
ZZZZ...

repeated mistakes

2008-02-21T18:01:00.004+08:00

okay today no test..finally..
but i got back my ss test... its so surprisin!
altho nt very good..but i manage to get borderline!
it surprises me! alot.. caz i did last minute revising in morning assembly..
i tot i gonna fail my ss.. argh...
but overall borderline is nt to my expectations too. :(

today mdm choo spend 1 and a half periods of ss away...
she print us life stories of sucessful people and so on..
altho is quite waste time but im still thankful to her :)
she encourages our class repeatedly.. at least it shows tt she din give up on us.
it was reli nice of her. :)

gt pe lessons todae. me and ngie planned to fail de 2.4 run. hahaha
but we still got to move on. rather den keep failing.. LOL
so nxt pe lessons canot slack le x)
but i have no confidence lo...cuz im born before april! it reli burden me...
i have to run slightly faster den the 15 yrs old ppl. how can like that de. all shld be equal mah..
T.T

im reli worried for my maths test..ms lio say tt the test is counted in ca..
the one i had ytd... !!! she say the trigo test she not going to count..
but actually the trigo test is the only test i have full confidence in it!
and jus bcos she din mark n return to us..and she say she treat tt as a revision.
........

i jus realised prelims is nt 90+ days away..
its exception of school holidays and weekend.
i tot wad...so early?! even my poa tutor is shocked. hahaha..
but at least, not worst than may. -.-

jus now went to the vet to find angie's handsome.. glad tt his operation is very sucessful. :)
i think he had a hard time throughout de surgery..
but he will recover soon. :) so dun worry la angie. wahaha. XD